sorry if i cannot come to any of your so-called family gatherings anymore.

unlike my parents, i cannot stand seeing your faces and smelling your stench. mom and dad are too nice- unfortunately, i am not. i'd rather not see all of you so that i won't have to talk to you. i will keep my mouth shut so as to keep it from saying something disrespectful.

i just hope that before you try to bring my parents down, make sure that you have surpassed everything they have done, which we all know you are not capable of doing kulang kasi kayo sa vitamins and minerals. >:D

and please, try buying a mirror. it will help you realize.... a lot of things about yourself. hmmkay?

next week smells like night shift for me. >:]

'was planning to work until seven today but Hecygurl shouted, "KFC!" and before I knew it, me and my officemates were already sitting at the cute colorful chairs inside KFC drinking gravy. >_<

nagtitipid ako eh. lintek.

I decided to walk home from WalterMart to burn my unplanned dinner and to save 25 pesos na pamasahe sa trike kasi wala namang jeep from Walter pauwi sa'min. Hecygurl offered to walk home with me, para daw kung sakaling my magkamaling humatak sa akin eh siya na lang daw ang magpapagahasa. >_< but after a while I told him to just go get a jeepney. Tagaktak na kasi yung pawis niya eh. hahahah and.. parang ayoko ng kasama. Eeew ang emo.

For the first time since my boyfriend left, I began to feel that he is really so far away.

Way beyond my reach. 

4 days.

i've been trying to convince myself that it's okay. it won't hurt a bit. it's not gonna afffect me.

oh no. i'm so freakin' wrong.

hay. naknampucha talaga.

jitterbug into my brain

goes a bang-bang-bang

BANG!

paktay na!

i feel terrible 

....but at the same time...relieved? i dunno. i can't think of the right word that can describe how it felt. Comfy? Happy? Ewan. My brain is in a haze right now.

Wala talaga akong kadala-dala.

was me.