it's quite a pity that our monthsary falls under the end of the month because we both don't have anything to spend on. that is, except for a few isaws, fishballs and cheese sticks at what we call "hepa lanes" outside the university. and don't forget the slurpee, it's a darling. so yesterday probably didn't end too well because we were not in good terms when we parted. i was being cynical at that time and at the same time worried cos i knew that he was bored with accompanying me watch my classmate rehearse for her pageant, which is today, and maybe it was also because of my hormones. i didn't text him this morning cos i deliberated that i just wanted to stay in bed and nap again, like what i used to do before while listening in this radio station where they play classical music, when we weren't together yet. then when i was having lunch, my dormmate told me at the dining area that he saw him at the dorm gate and he looked so cute cos he was just walking around and around. his beauty is his sin. he tends to be so vain.anyway, he was waiting for me for an hour and i took my time a lot.

it's a wonder how he fights for our relationship. i reckon there's no one against it... except me, occasionally, cos i often miss my fantasies on my plans of becoming a spinster. it's also a wonder how he can stand me. i am patient enough but the thing about me is my passive attitude towards things. i think i trained myself too much to become unemotional in front of other people, formal and talking only when needed, and serious. my sentiment is, if no one would be strict to him, who would? because he tends to act like a child most of the time and for the whole time i've been his friend, i realized that nobody tells him what to do and what not to do.

anyway, he loves me so much. i do too. but this time, i think the table was turned and i guess it's better.

i love this guy so much.

so better get ready! 

you big fat user slash liar.

SUNDAY= sleep + pig out + rest period + pig out more + face computer + sleep

SUNDAY = OBESITY.

back to night shift tomorrow and this time, i have to bribe someone at the office to do overtime work til ten so i'll have company.

i've had enough of farming... i'm now hooked at looklet. :D

and....wala na'kong sasabihing matino nyahaha.

i want to talk to you, but sometimes i'd rather not >_<

green tea my ass sir! magtimpla ka ng sarili mong tsaa!

nurses will start doing their rounds next week--inside the production area. wow. hospital?

nobody is allowed to drink, no more coffee at work, not allowed to talk, musn't show your teeth. yamaoka-san has gone mad.

paano ako makakabili ng gusto ko kung lahat kayo ay may gustong ipabili? hmmmm

aga-aga ang sakit mo sa bangs.shet.

the problem, lately, is that my patience can hardly take him. i can't handle the jealousy well. it's not voluntary, you know, and as much as i don't want to be bothered by that feeling, i can't, cos it's there. im thinking, i want to break up with him cos i don't want to hurt him and i don't want his actions to hurt me too. also, the problem with him is he likes attention so much. when we're with a group of people, he only notices me when nobody else does. now how cool is that? this sucks.

6-2 at work.

2-10 somewhere else...and i'm still hyped!

hindi ako pwedeng umiyak. kaka-perm lang ng pilikmata ko. sa ibang araw na lang. echos.

it's difficult to just quit on you.  i guess i need a few more bitch slaps to wake me up and get my brain back together.

one day i'll eventually get tired of thinking and i'll accept the fact that you..... .......

 tama na nga. 'better go to sleep.