hello my old friend. it's been a while. i know. i've been too busy and microblogging is all i can do nowadays, given the few moments i can actually spend on myself. but sembreak is different. on sembreaks, i can't sleep even if i have nothing to do but sleep and i want to sleep so bad. so here i am. reviving this good old blog of mine.

well currently i'm waiting for my grades to pop out of the stupid aisis website. it just always breaks down on me. dammit. i waited for midnight just to see my grades only to get a sorry message. and i can't wait any longer cause i have this leadership summit the whole weekend. as in no going home. so now's the only time i can see my grades but yeah i can't right now. and i even tried calling ateneo. haha as if someone other than the operator would actually pick up. at this hour? good thing no one picked up. that would be really creepy!

anyway, i've been into a lot of shit this past few weeks. well for starters, my car drowned in the flood and now i have to commute. commuting is okay. i've done it for years before i turned 17 and got my license. but the thing is, our house is so far from the main road of the village i always walk miles before i even get a trike. it's tiring. so tiring that when i get to school, i'd want to just go back home and lie on my bed and just doze it all off. but what else could i do? i'd rather just enjoy my temporary life as a commuter, see the world in a different perspective, haha, and just thank God that my family safely got through the dreaded typhoon and i have a house to come home to after long hours of jeepney and trike rides. i must mention though, the cost of repair is crazy. as in shitty crazy. but i'm sure God will provide.

aside from my car, my computer also needs fixing. actually, replacing. i don't know. i think it's old enough. it broke down. thing is, in our family, i'm the only person who takes care of the computer and knows computer stuff. so yeah it's my problem. but the only thing i need to do is shell out money, buy new parts, and get the technician to upgrade it. and hopefully, afterwards, it will cause me no more headaches. i've gone through so much hassle with that computer. all the crazy i-was-cramming-a-paper-to-be-submitted-later-then-the-computer-just-broke-down drama? hell yeah. been there done that.

and then there's this usual dilemma. time is going on too fast and i'm graduating soon and i don't know what i'm gonna do after graduation. well i guess everything's uncertain. so i'll just hope for the best, prepare for the best and also the worst, and just hold on to God who is always certain.

well it's not naman all shit and no treat for me. i'm lucky to have hardworking parents, hence we were able to go on a vacation to south africa. cape town is the best. beautiful beautiful place. aaaahh wanna go back!!

that's all for now. smile!